By Atanu Sarkar.
I'm Rasik This means Rasik lal sarkar. I do not have any home or
address. When I went out of the house and walked around in a remote village in
Hooghly. I ended up with a lot of difficulty in studying. At that time suddenly
fell in love, although I was not fall in love. A teenage who lives in a house
next to the helpless Yet. At the age of a teenager, I fell in love with a
teenager girl. The incident is very normal. But beside me was painful. The girl
buying books for me hidden. She carried tiffin
box with good food from home, for me. I do not know why suddenly she loved me
well. Maybe the words of my life grieved her. Our secret love began to grow a
little bit. After passing the higher secondary , her parent’s looked for an affair for her. I was then the
student of first year. It was not possible for me to marry a girl with an
uncertain future from the that house. In the meantime, the girl understood that
situation, it was because she hug me and
cried a lot in the darkness of evening in
the bamboo forest. I was crying too, I did not get it, so the dreams are going
to get lost. Then one day she got
married an unknown man by force. From behind the bamboo garden, I saw her, an
unknown man hold her hands and walking towards his house. She was once looking at me. The water flutters in
my eyes.
Whenever she came to her father’s home, we meet in a hidden place and we talk
about all. Suddenly she stopped seeing
me. I was a third year student. Latter after the exam of M.A , I got to work in
a school. A little away from home. The person who keep me in his house, was died. So I took rent a house near the school. Once again, that
single life started. Suddenly one day a girl with lean stays in front of me. She
said, "uncle my mother wants to meet you".
I went with the girl and saw a
woman standing on a piece of white clothes. The woman said to the girl, - "You will go home, I am going to". When
she looked back at me, I was surprised to see that my she
is Subarna. I said - "are you Subarna? Are you so good? What happened to
you”?
Subarna said in a quiet voice, - "My husband is no longer alive. He have
taken away liquor, gaza, and gambling. My father thought he was good guy and married
me , after two years I saw his original form.
I said - "then"?
"After that, now I'm live with my daughter. We are not look after by my father-in-law
. So I ran to you. Chaiti my daughter is
good in studies. She became the first of
every year. But this year I don’t buy
books for her right now. I think about the girl she is in school. I know her.
But this is the first time that I know that she is daughter of Subarna. I took of Subarna’s hand and told she “I will see the responsibility of your
daughter. I will pay for all the education”. “ But how do you know that I am here”?.
She said that, “Suddenly one
day I saw you to come to school”.
I said - "How do you make
your family?"
Subarna did not answered. I said - "Do not say anything silently
why?
Like the previous, Subarna responded calmly - "I have to work for
house servant in houses".
I shouted myself what . The subarna
who steals mony for me, used to buy my books, would that Subarna do it?
I said - "Subarna, if you
have no objection then I want to take my love for me".
Subarna said - "That society will not accept it".
I said - "Society will not feed you, society will not wear you,
society will not care you and your doughter”.
I hold her hands . Subarna looked
at me, and said - "Chaiti , my
daughter"?
I said - "From today she
is my daughter too".
Subarna was reunited with me as
before at that lonely afternoon.
Today the the full Moon rose in the sky. On the rooftop of the house,
she used to dress a red sari and I was gave
the red “Sindur” in forehead with a long
kiss.
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